I’m nursing Oliver right now and just having in my arms feels so good. I look down and all I can do is just stare. The way he breathes, his tiny hands curled up in his little blue mitts, and the sound of him gulping my breastmilk. I am so in love with him. It is an amazing feeling what a tiny human being can do to me. He makes me feel on top of the world and extraordinaire, just as much as Rufo makes me feel.
Then, I look at Rufo. Ugh my heart melts too with him. I’m just so filled with love and nothing else matters in this world. That’s what makes me blessed and rich.
I am beyond blessed with God, my family and friends,and esp these two guys that I have in my life from now and forevermore.
I can’t stress enough how thankful and grateful I am. My love for you two is unconditional.